Dear GOD..

It's not long since I keep thinking on how I was going to survive with insufficient money for a whole lot of things to do. Money don't just drop from the sky neither comes with its own legs. Money will never be enough. All of us know that simple truth.

It is when I was attracted to something sold on the FB. Something that maybe give me the chance to change forever. Something that I really need before YOU call me back to where I belong. I was counting as that thing was not cheap. I really want it but I know that my salary would never be enough. As much as I am ready to sacrifice, there was always doubt brought by the evil, who will always prevent someone to change for the good. We are normal humans, and don't tell me when you neglect what God has commanded, you are strong enough to repel what demons tell you to do.

It was You, The Most Merciful and The Most Generous. I was at school writing my RPH. Then, one the school's staff came by the door telling me that I got my bonus. I was shocked, yet very happy. Something we never think of, suddenly happen out of nowhere. I could not stop the grateful cry in my heart. YOU came giving me the way.

The way to a big change.

The way to a brighter side.

And the way to YOUR side.

And what is left is to answer YOUR call.

Will I be able to do it?

Please help me, this filthy, ungrateful slave,

Dear GOD.